Well, I've *finally* finished my exams!!! Yay, I guess... Kinda bored now :\

Fuck. I think I screwed up the paper today big time. Fuck fuck fuck. I so hate exams.

I can be so paranoid sometimes. At times I feel that people don't enjoy being around me or just for some reason dislike me, but most of the time I find out that its not true at all. There was a time I thought my friends were ignoring me whenever I spoke, just turned out I wasn't speaking loudly and clearly enough.

Like a good friend of mine told me: "There's no reason for people to dislike you." Damn, gotta stop being so paranoid and self-conscious.

Damn I just really *have* to get out tomorrow. Been eating almost nothing else but instant noodles for the past three days. Can't go on like this or I'll turn into the poor fella in the urban legend. You know, the one where your friend's friend knew some overseas student who wanted to save money on food so ate nothing but instant noodles everyday and eventually kicked the bucket having consumed one too many packets of Indo-mie.

In my case, I'm not really trying to save money though, just too lazy to get off my bum and get food outside...

Why oh why do I do this to myself again and again? Why? Really need to learn to be disciplined and stop slacking when I should be studying. *sigh*