Friday, December 13, 2002

I PASSED!!! Went online to check my results at 5am again this morning, my unknown result finally changed into a P! I think the lecturer *might* have taken pity on me, I got exactly 50 marks. *phew* At least now I can sleep calmly and can enjoy myself without the uncertainty nagging me constantly. Also, my parents don't need to kill me when they come over tomorrow.

Lack of sleep, irregular sleeping patterns, not eating much as well as extreme stress during the past few days has taken a toll on my body, I am down with the flu/cold. I've got an an extremely painful sore throat and a nose redder than Rudolph's. So it's off to bed for some good nightmare-free sleep.

Thursday, December 12, 2002

And the nightmare that is post-exam stress goes on...

Stayed up till 5 last night waiting for results to be posted on the Net. When it did come out I scrolled down the subjects and was starting to feel relieved at the 3 Ps (I know P's aren't much, but it's good enough for a lazy slacker like me, ok?)I saw until I noticed the last subject with a big 'WH' [Withheld]. WTF!? Anyway, after like 5 seconds of relief, got all stressed up again... Did the faculty withhold my results because I failed and they're considering whether to give me a faculty pass? I certainly know I didn't cheat during the exam (or any other exams for that matter). So anyway managed to sleep a few hours, then went down to uni to ask what the problem was. The people in the office told me it was probably due to the fact that the lecturer hadn't sent them that subject's results yet. So, ok I thought, everything's alright then. Few hours later, met a friend on ICQ and she told me that a friend taking the same subject already got his results for that subject! So like SHIT WTF's the problem then? Called up the undergrad office and asked them what was wrong and again they said just wait, results for *some* people in *some* subjects might not be out yet.

So now I wait patiently (albeit in a very stressed state) for the server to update the results again and hope I see a P where the WH used to be... Please, please, please let me pass!

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

D-Day (i.e. day my exam results come out) is getting closer and closer, which means more sleepless nights for me... I've already had two exam related nightmares so far and been waking up pretty often. So to say I'm stressed is sorta an understatement. Haven't been doing much past few days, mainly just rotting at home and going out for food only. Made clams in miso soup just now, clams sorta taste funny, like sorta bitter, dunno if that's normal... Hope I don't get a tummy ache later... Bought a 16-pack of Ferrero-s, finished more than half of them already after less than 5 hours buying them... When I'm stressed I tend to eat a lot... ARGH!!! I WANNA PASS!!! I WANNA GRADUATE!!! =|